Tarot reading

So much for keeping a blog. Well, lots on my mind lately, so my dear friend H gave me a reading:

some good news or new opportunity coming - most likely job related
overly concerned with money
start of new project
have these overly neurotic concern with money, family finance cards (oops...too much housing bubble blog reading)
10 cup, upside down, disrupted joy
2 of pentacles, juggling finances
5 of wands, conflict/obstacles
too many irons in the fire - the need to set priorities, delayed travel plans, too much preoccupying your energy
analytical guy, with authority - someone who can usually view situation impartially and unemotionally - attached to some other news - change is in the air, most likely related to business, can be change of environment, new project, getting away from oppressive person or circumstance, can also represent travel - if it's travel related, then it's a good card for smooth travel - i think it has to do with new project or something - there is one thing that might block you from advancement
having neurotic thoughts about kids - this combination of 2 cards relates to preg/children - probably won't be preggo in the near future
a martyr card - for some reason you are being untrue to a part of yourself, such as sacrificing part of your life for no good reason, living up to someone else's expectations, or you may be wasting effort on a useless project
there seems to be this issue hanging on to old stuff, clinging to past
small financial gain coming up
i see the prior cards as mostly inner contemplation in figuring what you really want. before anything can advance, that has to be figured out first
there is a period of waiting, then you move forward with something new - it involves breaking free from limitations/fears and muddled thinking - i think you have some contemplation in store. before you can see outcome, you have to figure out what you want
the fog is lifting, you'll make a decision, it'll be a decision that shows positive outcome in following your intention
start of something new down the line - dunno what. can go either way, but it's a new beginning of something, can be related to new life or new opportunity. i don't want to sway you in any way
it still comes with some doubt or fluctuating mood/uncertainty
a warning follows - you may be listening to too many people's opinions instead of reaching your own conclusions. so for that decision you make, you need make sure it's what you want/don't want
i think you should hold off on real estate stuff, doesn't look very stable down the line, bite off more than you can chew
possible promotion/bonus
if someone ask you for a loan, consider carefully. okay to help but don't go overboard
you have a lot of money cards - i have rarely come across someone so preoccupied with money (oops) - i think the money issue is just unwarranted concern, cuz you don't have any poverty cards. you have a lot of $ but you are obsessed with it
the decision - it is a more legitimate dilemma than your money worries. you can't reverse things if you decide to go either way. just have to figure out what you want. whichever the decision is will have pros and cons which you have to accept. i don't think there is one that will be "perfect"

Well, that pretty much sums it up. I am amazed how closely it reads my mind...